hey...
I hate school. Not like it's new news..but i really hate school! i cant remember the last time i hated studying as much.i'm so mentally and physically tired. is this all about life? rushing to meet deadlines one after another. It's so bloody pathetic and miserable.
i can't believe i cried (yes,i did) over the planning my timetable for the next semester...just one day after my current semester's examinations ended. But the fear of the whole semester thing starting again is too overwhelming. i spent my yr 2 sem 1 in tears, and i think history is going to repeat itself again next semester. and it doesn't help that i will be taking all classes next sem alone.
i know i don't handle stress well, but i dont know what to do either. i just let the nightmares haunt me, gorge on food and talk to inanimate objects and scream at humans. and cry.
whatever, just let me have a nice proper sleep. but first, i've still got to finish planning my timetable. Sigh.